I read my last few entries, only to see how depressing they are, so I'm not asking for attention by posting them, they're just a way for me to calm down and get my mind off things.
I don't know why I keep doing this, I wish I wasn't this way. I can't continue acting like everything's okay, but I have to, cuz I don't know what's wrong. I don't know what to do.
Again, this is just how I get things off my chest.